Eid Mubarak to all my Muslim brothers & sisters. May Allah(SWT) make it a safe, fun, and blessed day ameen!
I remember as kid I had so many ambitions. I remember wanting to open a babysitting company, I remember making my own website hoping to attract Muslim girls. I remember wanting to sell stuff at school to make money.. I remember wanting to teach the Qur’an to others. I remember wanting to get my own job. I remember wanting to give sadaqah with my pocket money. I remember wanting to help other Muslims in need.
Now when I think of it they’re lost… “Lost ambitions” I call it… I wanted to strive to do so much.. To do something great in Islam… I wanted to build my character so, I set the bar high only.. to not achieve. I just gave up, lost hope, just stopped trying. I told myself— “it wasn’t possible”.
When I see all the Muslims in the world right now both religious and non religious.. And those doing their part in this Duniya. I say to myself— “I could be apart of the religious and help the non religious” thus, doing “my part in this Duniya”… As of now I want to bring back one of my “Lost ambitions” which was wanting to teach the Qur’an, and actually work to a state to achieve it. I want to teach what I learn, to spread my knowledge. I mean what good is knowledge locked up? With my first ambition set, I want to teach the Qur’an to my mother first. Starting with Hingaad then gradually getting to Qur’an. It worry’s me whats going on in this Duniya and to see that no one is actually prepared for their akhira. To see so many people not knowing the Holy book, thinking its okay. NO! Its not how do you expect to say your Muslim and to implement the teachings of the Qur’an in your life without actually reading it? Another ambition I want to set is helping out a charity. There are so many Muslims facing hardship around the world. In Syria, Somalia, Palestine, Burma, etc. I want to do my own fundraiser and possibly have a banquet dinner regarding the Muslims in need. There is so much I want to do and so little time. Insh’Allah please keep me in your du’as.
Im still struggling with my daily 5 prayers.. I usually miss Asr and Maghrib… but, today I missed Dhur because I was sleeping.. I don’t want to continue this habit though. After Ramadan is over insh’Allah I will try my best to pray 5 times a day. The challenge will be when school starts… How will I pray Dhur? Insh’Allah I will find a way~ I really recomend this app called “QamarDeen” mash’Allah I love it.. It lets you keep track of how many times youv’e prayed,fasted,read Qur’an, and gave charity…
I want to become one of those blogs that post really deep text posts… like something that has a meaning behind it.. I want to soulfully do it.. To find out is there a real meaning behind this blog? I just want to capture the essence to do this.. Capturing someone’s eye…
Im forever gonna be the faceless blogger for many reasons. Not that Im ugly alhamdulilah Im thankful for the way I look. I just think its irrelevent… I made this blog for Islamic purposes… Its kinda like a “anonymous blog” were I post my thoughts and.. Try to assist others who want to learn more. Thats why I really don’t blog much about my personal information..
Im looking at a blog right now which is basically “tumblr famous” to me. She gets so many anon’s and notes. Sigh… and everyone says her blog is brilliant and she’s an amazing writer… I hope one day my blog is “tumblr famous” insh’Allah….